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Just posting to say I'm still alive and living :)
Moved back home 2 weeks ago and started work last monday. It's much harder then I thought and my boss who I've always loved turns out to be this big bossy jerk!
Mondays I work 8 hours. 9 am - 1 pm and then I'm back at work again from 4-8pm. Tuesday-Friday I'm on from 4-8pm and then every other saturday I'm on from 10 am - 2 pm.
Looks like I wont get any time off either, just 2 saturdays each month. I don't mind that now when bf is on family holidays, it'll get worse when he gets back and I find out if we're still together or not. Haven't talked to him for two weeks now. Last time I saw him I only got a hug and a kiss good bye before they had to head off to Kirkenes so he could catch his plane..
Being back home is both good and boring. I'm hardly spending any time with my friends because we all have to work and then when the weekend finally comes I'm too tired to hang out with them or even party..
Weekend is coming up again and it's this small festival in skiippagurra this weekend. I think I want to go there, but right now I'm broke and living off my parents so I don't know if I'll have the money to go there, but I know that if I wont, I'll regret it all..
Back to work. I don't mind working now when bf is away, but lately I've gotten so sick of my bosses bad attitude and the girl that I'm working with on the night shift.
I've also been doing some thinking that I don't really want to spend all my time back home working. 3 weeks ago there was this small chance that I wouldn't get any work at all, and now all I have to do is work. Seriously, if I have to work next week with her too, then I'll go mad! 2 weeks is more then enough for me with her..
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[03 Apr 2008|11:09am] |
I'm so stupid!
It's not suspended! My OLD account is! LOL
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[03 Apr 2008|10:53am] |
Somehow my school account is suspended! And of course the IT-guy is not at school as always. I wonder what I've done now to get it suspended, maybe it's all my forums, don't think I've broken the rules or something like that..
Looks like things are going my way these days. First of my completely love able BF who's so über cute! And now I got a flat through the school that's only 100 meters away from school! No more getting up at 7am so I can start walking at 8! :D
Now I can start enjoying life again. I can have a social life and I even have a place where I can bring my BF too! :D
Getting the keys tomorrow and then moving in! :D Things are looking good! :D
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[22 Mar 2008|02:32pm] |
So he ended up calling me yesterday - not drunk! Yay!
In the end i wrote him a txt :p And then he called after 2 seconds or so :p
He was playing online games with a friend :p
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[21 Mar 2008|12:11am] |
Having a very drunk BF calling you at 12 am, telling he loves you - is not romantic at all.
Missing him :/
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[20 Mar 2008|08:51pm] |
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And now I have work on saturday, meaning I can't go visit him :(
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[11 Mar 2008|09:48am] |
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EEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeek!
I'm so confused now I don't know what to do, but happy confused..
I've known this guy for some time now, not a good friend, but I've talked to him when I've seen him etc etc and been on some parties together. The strangest thing happen on friday, and we hooked up..
He sendt me some msgs over the weekend, and called me yesterday and we ended up talking for nearly 3 hours. He's coming over too Bvg next thursday to see me, and I have too admit that I'm really nervous and just want to hide when he get's there.. I've opened up too him, admitting I have some feelings for him, but that I don't really know, but that I knew that it was more then just a crush.. He's been honest too me from the beginning admitting he has a crush on me or something like that.
I just think its too soon really. Or, well. For me. He just ended a relationship, but believes that he's ready for a new one already beause the relationship he was in didn't work. He scares me in a way when he says stuff like that but then in another way I have to admit that I like hearing it -lol-.
I lost my Visa on saturday, or well. The bar lost it. I was gping to pay - but then I didn't have enough money, so I had to talk to Tanja to get it back. I talked to her the next day (sunday) and then it was gone, but I hope they have it.. So now I have 200NOK to live on until friday.. Sure I'll survive on that. But my mobile is also borke (0,02NOK :p) so I can't contact him or anything as I don't have internet at home..
Last day of school on friday - can't wait to have 3 weekends at home (one of them with him) parents will be away for most of my vacation so it's nice that we can have the place too ourself.. But something tells me that I shouldn't tell parents about it. I know sister will tell them anyway :p So yeha..
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[02 Mar 2008|11:54pm] |
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Had to ask parents for a loan - promised to pay them back..
Dad snapped at first, but mum calmed him down saying I'd better pay the money back or face the consequences of it...
Going back to Vadsø again tomorrow (8 am).. Won't be back now until Friday 14th. So I don't think I'll be much active from now on.. I'll try and update when I can and try and comment when I can - Sorry for being such a bad Lj-friend...
Will be a BIG spam picture post coming up from my best-f birthday party on saturday (8th). I hope that it all goes well and that it will be NO drama for once *fingers crossed*
Anyway.. Just waiting for mum to get back with some papers for me and then I'll be off to bed watching Weeds - Thanks Mar :D
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[02 Mar 2008|08:24pm] |
I really really really need some new shoes. Well, actually I need more then one pair :p
But the problem is 1. Money! I'm so broke now that I don't know what to do.. Best friends birthday is coming up, and I really want to buy her something nice and well yeah..
And my other problem is that my shoes are now so ruined and hideous that I'm too embarrassed to walk into a store and try them on! -lol- and then my 3rd problem is that I don't even know which size I need.. OMG I'm so terrible! :p
I'm really missing my old shoes.. They were perfect. Exactly what I wanted and not that expensive either if I remember correctly (Between 299-399 NOK)
I've found some shoes that I really want.. a pair of sneakers and then some more "prettier" shoes...
Last time I checked I had 1400 NOK on my account which has to last until the 14th. The problem is that, I need a pair of black jeans (between 300-700 NOK) new shoes (499 NOK for the sneakers and then 299 for the other ones) and then Best.F needs a birthday gift.. HEEELP!
Thinking about asking parents for a loan or something like that..
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[31 Jan 2008|02:30pm] |
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What does it mean to "flag a journal" ?
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[15 Jan 2008|05:12pm] |
I'm not that stupid :D
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[06 Jan 2008|03:20am] |
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Oh, and I just found out something funny by reading my old diary.. All my goals for 2006 was achieved in 2007.. I mean, ALL of them.. Lol
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[06 Jan 2008|03:07am] |
Last post from me for a while now as I'll be going back to school tomorrow and will not go back home as often as I did last year.
Going back to school will be hard. Hanne decided to drop out of school when she turned 18, and since she turned 18 on wednesday, and the school didn't start before monday, she's only going back to get her stuff.
I'm kind of disappointed, I know that she'd survive if she only wanted too. But I guess it's up too her and not us. We've tried talking her out of it, but it didn't work..
Anyway. Next year best friend has to move to Kirkenes because Vadsø doesn't have the line she wants to take. This has made me think about a lot of stuff. I have most of my friends in Kirkenes now, and I only went to Vadsø bcause she'd be there, so on monday I'm going to the councilor, and ask her about switching school next year. I hope I can as I know I won't survive another year in Vadsø with out any friends there..
I've been thinking about what I want after VGS, if I'm dead tired of school, I'll take a year off, working and then go back. If I'm not tired of school, I'll continue in Gjøvik as I think that will be the best thing for me since I have family only 30 min away..
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I'm sorry that I am a such a bad LJ friend, and that I don't comment that often to your posts. I'll try and update when I can, and I'll try and comment when I can, but as I don't have internet access at home, only at school and some friends, there's nothing I can do.
I'll NOT be going home next weekend. It's not my plan, but things could change, who knows. Best friend have made plans for us, celebrating our year (2008) going on trips and visiting people, just so we'll stay away from Vadsø for some time.. I don't know how all of it will end.. But, I'll try and let you know :)
- Marie
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[01 Jan 2008|02:35pm] |
Yesterday we had a little accident with the fireworks (BIL) the bomb he lit fell over and started shooting out fireworks on the ground. Luckily no one got hurt. Me, sister and kids had just gone behind the house (see the red house, that's ours and then the green house is where we stood when the bomb fell down, dad and BIL ran behind the little doll house so they wouldn't get hit)
Anyway pics under cut :)
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[31 Dec 2007|09:12pm] |
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
Will make a post tomorrow about today and yesterday (Girls party) right now, I'm just spending some time with the family before joining friends later on..
Hope 2008 is an even bigger year then 2007 were...
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[30 Dec 2007|06:31am] |
I'm just crying my eyes off right now.
Parents don't fucking udnerstand that I want the same rights as my sisters. I don't fucking care that I'll inherit the same as they. I just want the same rights as they... They don't understand what I'm thinking,, Dad thinks I'm right and that I should get my sisters too do it, but mum dosen't see the point.
I DON'T care how much it'll cost me, I want the same rights as they,
Fuck it all.. I'm just so depressed now.. Parents are so bullshit, I've never needed them.. why should I need then now?
Can't wait for the fighting to begin when they're both dead. Seriously, can't wait...
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[25 Dec 2007|12:01am] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS AND/OR HAPPY HOLIDAYS! :D
Interesting christmas eve I have to admit.. BIL's mother was already drunk when we arrived around 5-6, dinner was served at 7 I think. It took some time eating as BIL's mother always had to comment something, not eating her dinner, making us waiting for her etc etc. I'm not a spoiled brat but all my gifts so far are so poor and boring :p I have some chocolate, underwear I'll never wear and just some random shit I'll never use :p Anyway.. Have more gifts home, can't wait too see what friends gave me this year :)
Woke up today with the worse hangover in ages.. Stood up around 7 am, puked like a pig, regretting that I joined BIL and his friends yesterday.. BIL's best friend has a boy who's 15.. Poor poor kid was stuck next too me as everyone was trying to hook us up (I'd already told BIL that I didn't like them young :p) Anyway.. Poor kid just started drinking (when dad was around) and hadn't really been drunk before.. Anyway.. the poor kid went me around 1 am, drunk as hell..
BIL felt good all day.. Teasing me for not feeling good earlier, but after sleeping some, having a cold shower and just not eating so then around 2pm I was allright again (NEW RECORD! YAY ME!! :p)
Anyway.. after being down at BIL's parents, nearly running home when it all was done, BIL suddenly started feeling bad, falling asleep on the couch, etc etc.. Sister just woke him up and surprise surprise, he ended up throwing up, saying that it was not that he was drunk because he only had some beers at dinner, he wasn't hangover and he was definitely not sick from the bug both niece and sister had in the weekend..
Weird christmas I have too admit.. Going home on Thursday, leaving sister on wednesday.. Anyway.. Don't really want to leave them, if only I could stay here longer, but I'm missing my friends, Iselin and Odd Roar.. BIL started talking here the other day about what I'd do after VGS. He hinted about Gjøvik, and truth be told.. I can't really say that I haven't thought about it. And now I'm actually thinking about it.. So, Gjøvik in 2009? :p
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[14 Dec 2007|08:14pm] |
Wow!
I've been away for 2 days and now my f-list is filled up with posts! :D
I'll try and catch up when I'm at my sisters place, why do you always post when I don't have the time to read them all, but when I'm bored and need something to catch up with, there's no posts for me to read? :p
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[09 Dec 2007|08:57pm] |
So, christmas is coming up.. I'm done with all my presents, I'm happy with some of them, and then some of them not.
So now when I'm done with my gifts, everyone wants to know what I want for christmas..
I have freaking no idea! What do I need, what do I want? I don't have many things that I want or need. I want a mac, I want a new cellphone, but I don't need it as my pc and SE is still working..
So what I want from this post is, what do you want for christmas? What is your list.. So can you please reply to this post or post a post in your own LJ with your list, maybe I'll get some ideas :D
Thankies :)
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[05 Dec 2007|02:28pm] |
So today the russeboard (Link) had a little terror round on the school, throwing kids out in the cold now. Many people in my class had to suffer and since no one really knows me well at this school I thought I was save!!
Haha.. Well, I didn't get caught as my classmates looked all the doors, but when they were done with their round, someone from the 3rd grade told me that they were actually going to throw me in the snow because someone had said my name out loud "Marie form Berlevåg" (As I'm the only one with the name from that town :p)
I'm glad I didn't get caught, walking home for 30 min with wet clothes is not something I want to do.. So just hope that they don't get me..
But, I do know I'm not on the "black-list".. It was only for today *puhh*
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